And I know, that you're cold because you never knew that it was hurting me

Yeah it's as suspected.

I have tonsils in my throat.

Not really IN my throat, but you know those things hanging at the back of your mouth like balls?

Yeah that's the one.


So I went to the doctor, listing my sickness.

"Ahh, in the last 2 days I got fever, yesterday and today morning when i spit out my flam, got blood."

"abit or many?"

"abit i guess."

so bla bla bla, he didnt check my throat whether got tonsils anot until I said something like

"Is the bleeding serious?"

"Not really, it should be ok soon"

"But my friend said maybe I got tonsils"

THEN HE GO CHECK

walao if I die because of tonsils I'm so gonna find him and scratch his whole face with my braces man.

that if wen i die, they nv take out my braces.

become hantu braces.


OK back to story.

so mr doc use his ice cream stick and start poking my throat "balls", painful yet ticklish. haha. den he ask me to spit out.

so i did.

and guess what i saw?

something like a yellowish peanut-lookalike in the sink.

SO THATS TONSILS.

anyway i was pretty scared and disgusted at the same time when i saw that "peanut".


I Wanna Get Well,
Lan


P/S: Description of tonsils: Something that grows on your throat "balls".

Should I?

Yesterday morning, I coughed in the toilet and felt this "chewing-gum" thingy in my mouth, I spat it out and saw half-solid blood covered in flam.

Today morning, I spat out my flam and saw blood in it again.

I never spat out blood all my life before except for having tooth taken out by dentist.

Maybe I desperately need Doctor's attention.


Well I just hope this is not the end for me.

When Boredom Strikes in Class

I may be on a downer, But I'm still in between.

I urge each and everyone of you...

To have this one minute of silence..

Mourning the loss of...




...My voice.

Bloody throat infection. :/


It seems that whenever I lie to my job Supervisor, Mr Phua, that lie seems to come true and backfired on me. Well I don't know but who knows he might be one of Singapore's "Heroes", even though he's more apek than teenager, heck he's just a plain apek with supernatural powers, or maybe lady luck is with him.

Scenario 1

Date marked: About last three weeks.

Excuse given for not coming to work: Sprained my ankle playing floorball, so bad that I couldn't come for work.

Supernatural Findings: That night, when playing street football with friends, someone ram the ball so hard that I twisted and sprained my ankle. Badly.


Scenario 2

Date marked: Last Saturday

Excuse given for not coming to work: Having high fever. (Actually I'm out at bugis with friends for my project.)

Supernatural Findings: The next day, I got throat infection, followed by a fever today. And lost of my voice.

Scenario 3

Date marked: Today

Excuse give for not coming to work: Chicken pox, and request for 1 week off.

Supernatural Findings: Nothing yet. BUT I HOPE HE'S POWERLESS TODAY, I DON'T WANNA CHICKY POX ON MY LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!



Other than that, I've actually met Hid in person today, well we met before but today we actually met. What I meant by actually is that when I meet her today, it was actually the first time we actually met. Actually I don't even get what I'm saying. And did you even actually trying to figure out what I actually meant when I said I actually met her?

So yes we actually met.

At least my voice was still there when we talk. But didn't really had the chance to sing live infront of ya, bloody throat infection. Hope it goes away by the time I'm meeting the rest of the band.

I mean, actually meeting the band.

Though I never met the band before.

Ah heck I'm sick kay? Understand why all I said is actually irritating.


So to all who actually cares for me, please wish me a get well soon, better if you're willing to send a card that has a picture of coffee on it. I'm currently having a fever, abit of flu, throat infection and loss of voice. Been quite sometime since I actually got sick.

But that sucks cause I'm on my last week in school.

YEAH IT ACTUALLY SUCKS ASS!

I wanna spend all my time being that crappy Lanny around my classmates, spending the last days together doing nothing but making a fool outta myself, and actually enjoy the moments.

But I'm sick. :'(


Yours Actually,
Lanny

So if you're lonely, Why don't you say you're not lonely?

heya guys, been missin alot of days for update eh? My apologies to keep you guys waiting.

Truth is, my days have been really packed up, with projects and such. I have one more week of school days, and that's it for me. I really hope I can get to poly.


Final Year Project

I wanna apologise to members of my group, for not giving my 100 percent for this project so far. I have been having the bad of days recently, so many problems came up like a barrier to my mind, rendering me with writer's block everytime. And I don't know why I kept feeling irritated with any little things that came by.

I guess I'm having my PMS.

We are left with only like 3 days to complete this project, and so far it's pretty in a bad-looking shape, we kinda rushing it now. But I have faith we can complete this before the day, like how we did for our video-recording assignment. And I would like to extent my appreciation to members of my group and their doings.

Thanks Maria, for being the most hardworking of us all, which helps us alot for us to get together and work like a team.

Thanks Fad, for your creative contributions to this project, especially those powerful words you slide in between our reports. And for even making the song for us.

Thanks Mi, for living our stressed days with your lame jokes that keep the cheerful-ness in us going on. And also for your contributions.

and we must have a v.i.p don't we?

Thanks Yaya, for being my listening ear when I'm stressed and I don't wanna be talking alone. No matter what you've always said is just "Meow".

Wish us the best of luck, dear readers!

Working in Changi Airport

Been more than a month working, and I must admit I'm getting the hang of it. No more muscle aches after working and such, finally my body starts adapting to this forceful nature. And I dare say my arms looks a little bigger now, haha.

Made a few friends too, from apeks to kids like us. But we rarely talk that much. And I love my salary alot, a hundred bux for 3 days of working? Yeah it's enough for me! ;)


Random Matters

-Fad, Mi and me created our very own techno music using fad's beatmaking thingy, we come up something like a walking in the sun remix. And it sounds real good to us.

- I'm starting to feel the sadness, knowing I only have one week left schooling in ITE Macpherson, I'm really gonna miss my friends, the school itself, and whatever wonderful memories I treasure there.

- Hid intro'ed me to a band, so some of my busy days were actually spend on learning the songs they gave me and send them my recording. If things looks good, I might join them as a vocalist, and I hope I won't be letting them down. Thanks again, Hid. :D

- I think I've been smoking too much, my cig pack keeps becoming empty in 2-3 days. Yeah what a waste of $$.

- Special thanks to Fafa and Zarra for accompanying me when I was feeling bored, especially at work. I hope I didn't actually irritate u guys. :o



Love you guys,
Lanny

EDIT: Oh ya! My birthday is on da 1st dec, remember hor guys. I'll be waiting for presents! And yea coinceidence aint it, my bday falls just a day after my last day in school. Hmm.

Bladi lemon chicken, how the hell did I even forgot to type this very important msg, my bday especially. OH MOTHER GONNA BE MAD AT ME BECAUSE I FORGOT TO TALK BOUT DA DAY SHE SHOOTS ME OUT!

Worst day ever, huh?

It's not ending, sheesh.

Mom gave me 6 bucks pocket money, with my empty wallet (with coins) and expects me to last till 1am, going through school and work.

.....wtf

To makes things worser, I'm out of cigs. And I'm so stressed up. I thought I can have this day to be one fine day, my mood was so good when I'm up that ideas for da project came to me naturally, but WHY the heck must there be a problem that awaits me.

Seriously, 6 bucks, no cigs, last myself from 10am-1am? I know I'll be spending around 4 bucks for sch food alone, 2 bucks more during work is just ridiculous. and i have NO EFFIN CIGS.

my mom said she cant gv me da rest of my pocket money bcus she spent it for da guests tat came last night. but she could have at least put aside my pocket money so tat she wont be overspending. OR AT LEAST Give me a call last night when I'm out eating, and paying my debt to my friend. At the least I still have about 10 bucks left.

Haiz, I'm seriously screwed today.

If you want me to give my best shot at our final year project.
At least learn to understand me, and take good care of my mood.

And calling me late night just to remind me of tomorrow's events,
You disrupted my sleep, and I had a fuckin hard time trying to get to sleep again.
And it'll affect me the next day.

If you want me to think, then you THINK.

You guys may think I'm very easy-going, doing work with you all and collecting ideas as I pretended to feel good.
But I had to fight every brain cells of mine just to keep my problems away and get involved in our work.

No one ever gave a fuck on how I feel, how I can't work when there's someone I don't know or dislike. And they're putting the blame on me that I'm turning my back on them.

Seems like I'm not stressed on my studies, but what's happening behind my studies.

All I want now is that ability and opportunity to work together, without spoiling my mood.


Or maybe I'm just thinking too much,
Lan

I'm back! Aku kembali! Simang kenapong!

Haiya long time no update again, manyak busy la these few days.. and not in da mood to blog anw..

but suprise suprise, im back here.. hah well wadda hell.

so yeah workin been pretty exciting i must say. 4 days of working liao, and im still enjoying it.. and this friday gettin ma big pay! OMGLOLOLOL SHOPPING!!

im not girl, but shoppin makes me high.

girls, please be acknowledged that u might be raped if u go shopping with me.

but dont worry, i dont shop for sex toys.

see lah tok bout shoppin oredi i can get high.. :(

so umm, i made some new frens at my workplace. consisting of apeks, sabah people (veri gerek la them) and of course, bags.

and i love how sabah ppl talk malay, their "R" sounds so rrrrr.

"dulu time pat aku sabah dengan keluarrrrrrga ku"

i tot he shivering.

BUT NOT!

*laughs alone*

so umm, i bought an earpiece recently. westone UM1, super nice la i tell u. if u wear it in ur room, can listen to ur own heartbeat. and wen u walk, ur footsteps suddenly sound so loud.. cool la u!

and my ipod seems to be happy wiv tat gift, she sings even nicer now. buahaha

anw i cant rmb much wad happened dis past few days, thank god shoppin cures my emo-ism. so to those who wonder why im so broke, one word: shopping! so umm todae i met my besties and lepak awhile, long time no lepak the together. den afta tat meet mi n frens n lepak somemore.

nowadaes gua banyak lepak sama gua pa budak2 la sak.

and before i forgot, happy birthday to Seri Ayu and Fareez! wasted la u guys not together, kan best celebrate bday same2 as couple.

*imagines*

*stops imagining due to no one on da same birthdate as me*

ala im so unique mah.


I'm so much in love with NuraiPod,
Lan