Smells Like Nescafe

Thursday, April 29, 2010

If you think carlsberg and coca-cola ads are the most funniest,
You've yet to see this.


Thursday, April 22, 2010

Change your plans and then phone me

The best happenings neither come singularly,
Nor in pair,
Nor in triplet,


But they actually comes,

IN THE ULTRA MIGHTY QUADRUPLET!

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Point 1

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Point 2

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Point 3

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Point 4

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Point 1: Ze Successfuller Transferch
Info-Comms to Information Technology

Say, getting into Polytechnic studies was the best thing that happened recently,
Pride in both parents to see their only son being the first in the family/relatives bloodline,
To actually reach this far in his studies.

Info-Comms at first,
Although I dislike the idea when I found out that course was under Engineering,
Still I had fun in a few days of going classes studying things I'm ever so familiar with.

Buddies I have made,
And to be studying again really raises my spirit up high.

I've applied for a transfer to my dream course; IT,
And I gotten it in just a few hours.

Damn my enthusiasm is really going off the charts,
But of course,

I'll sorely miss all my buddies when I was still back in their class.

Study smart people,
We'll hang out whenever possible alright!


Point 2: La Concerto Band Grande
Concert Band

Talk to me when I'm still your nerdy percussionist playing marching rhythms on the snare,
I would have gladly run to the post during the cca fair and immediately sign up.

Old mates may have known me through drums,
Although I'm trying my luck on this as a backup plan coming to Point...


Point 3: Singh-ing with daa bandddd
Music Vox

Countless times I've wondered how I would end up in another band,
Other than my beloved Melfraps.

Limited slots,
I heard.

And most unfortunate none of the Melfraps is in the same school as me.

So eh they're organising some kind of meet up session,
Which I hope I will meet a bassist who is into The Killers,
A drummer who is into Oasis,

And guitarists who are into The Strokes.

That alone will make a perfect band I'll go suicidal just to be in.

Oh and,

MORE GIGS FOR EVERYONE!


Point 4: Operationally Ready Date
ORD-OH!

Best of luck to most that I know who gonna be enlisted in a few weeks/months time,
I've suffered and I've enjoyed most of my 1 year 10 months serving the nation.

Now it's your turn to suffer kiddos.

ORD OH!


Point 5:

There is no point 5,
But the next best thing gonna happen is...........


COMEBACK OF ZE EUROPEAN CURLSSS!

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Okay fuck I know I'm damn fucking excited now.

Of course I'll remember the very person who pushed me all out,
To get me into this path of life.

You may have fucked up some parts of my life,

But hell,

Thank you for being there sharing every inch of support to me back then.


Thank you Dhylea.

:)



IT'S INDIE ROCK AND ROLL FOR ME!,
Lan

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

You gave me one hard pinch.

A lovefool may always tell the other party,
That assurance on how they can be like old times,
Before the honeymoon period was over,
When all that matters is just having one another.

But we were cruelly denied of such statement,
There's just no getting back like old times after all that had happened.

You begin to feel something is not quite right in your weary heart,
And all you want is to feel how you used to feel,
But little that you know,

You're inviting unwanted pressure to your very soul.

And the more you try to fight it,
The more heavier that burden grows,
Forcing mistakes out of you,

Mistakes that may just prove too costly to retain.

Mistakes that may just demolish everything you have fought so hard for.

So don't,
Don't even think that going back like old times will make things better.

For I once was and learnt my lesson the worst way yet possible.

So heed my words,
All those that I love.

I like,
I dislike,
I hate,
I have fetish for.

I am sleepy,
Lan

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Another turning point of a fork stuck in the road

So I've went for my first orientation date last Tuesday.

Right now, I'm having mixed feelings on the choices I made.

Not to sound racist here, but my class was dominated with ze chinese peeps,
2 Malay guys (Myself and another whom I deemed to weird to communicate with)
One indian boy who is my one and only smoking buddy with a pinch of attitude,
One malay girl whose innocence makes me feel guilty just by glancing at her.

And the other 25 in estimation,
Are the nerd + ah beng chinese clan of both genders.

It maybe just the first time I'm meeting them,
But somehow some ways I don't feel I can ever really bond in this class.

Not because of mere races but the background we have that differ too much from me and them.

Oh and did I mention everyone's around 17-19 while I'm reaching 22 this year?

Oh the blasphemy!

And so in between these trying times,
I've made my own options:

1) Stay where I am for the next three years.
2) Opt for a change of course that I'm more interested in. "IT"
3) Opt for reserve place as I go in October Intake, without NS piling the pressure and perhaps more ite grads around the same age.
4) Opt for both 2 & 3 together.
5) Backward somersault off the 11th floor parapet.


Meh,
Lan

Sometimes, images of you will dance in my mind,
Your stomps I felt as my soul aches,
Deprived from air, I struggled to breathe,
Regrets of how I let out everything for you.


Sleepless nights = fucked up moments

Tuesday, April 06, 2010

Signs misleading to nowhere

"And there's nothing wrong with me,
This is how I'm supposed to be,
In the land of make-believe,
They don't believe in me."
- Green Day.


Now now,
It's been too long a time I've actually updated,
From all the teeny-weeny droplets to the largest shit mankind has ever come across,

Oh what the fuck,

UPDATES!

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Apart from scoring badly in my love-life,
Which I always did. *face-palm*

I guess MOE had actually opened their eyes and take a good hard look,
On my scoring results I've been trying to show them ever since before I got enlisted in NS.

What I'm trying to say is,

Temasek Polytechnic has finally accepted me.

After applying and appealing and applying and appealing for almost two years,
They finally give me that three years of study.

So anyway,
I was offered "Info-Comms",
What I didn't know was,
It's under School of Engineering instead of IT.

Which also means I'll be taking Engineering Maths in some of my modules,
Shivers at the thought of it.

And also,
The next best thing.

ORD-OH! in exactly a month from today.


From that infamous Martian

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To the upcoming ever-so-popular Pubic Hair Monster with credits to Pariapa

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And then,
There's this big "BUT" which had to appear in a sudden again.

You see people,
Studies starting in 19th April,

But my ORD date is on the 6th May.

It may not look as much,
But I was denied when I tried to reach to an agreement with the admin side of TP,
Denied of probably missing a few lessons as I try to juggle until I'm all free from this NS shits.

Which means I had to go for disruption from NS,
Plans on coming back in September to resume and finish all my leftovers.

But the admin side of CMPB denied,
Denied because disruption is only applicable for degree/A-Levels studies.

Conclusion?

Mother-fucking Ankylosaurus shit.

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(To ze donno ones)

I wish I can complain more but my mind is facing heavy traffic of stress-signals.

I'm frustrated at the thought of having to give up what I've tried so hard for,
And leave it in their hands until the next intake which is in October,

Which is like 5 months upon ORD-ing?

Sure I have thoughts of working at Starbucks or something,
But that's too fucken long,
And so as my worries of reserving a place in risking a chance everything will fall through.

To think that my dad actually sold his bike,
Just so he can pay up the starting fees,
Really sets my mind up in its little stress funfair.

Sigh,
If only I had briefed my parents that the financial matters was before any sort of deduction.

Sigh again.

And again.

So as to cut short with regards to my kimek-stress-sak life I'm living right now,

- I'll be going for my diploma in info-comms studies in TP either in April or October,
Depending on how things work out between Temasek Poly, Airport Police, and Me.

- ORD OH in a month time. People known there will be sorely missed and I'll try to think of you guys whenever I go on my wanking activity.

- Melfraps is currently under-going recording, with the organisers of countdown 2010 back then inviting us to play in June. (Details will be updated asap)

- Went out with ex-girlfriend Nab whom I haven't seen for 4 years, the one who woke up that poet in me that developed himself into a song-writer. Went Swensens, asked for a bill when it was actually free-of-charge.

- Went out with Wana, from what supposed to be a 30-mins meet up, turn into like 3 hours.

- Daddy bought two new shiny-whiny collar bells for Cass and Bran.

- Is currently single, and too available.

:D

So yeah,
Wish me all the best in finding a way out of all these study/ns shit,
Else I'm gonna be damn embarassed for going everywhere sounding damn confident like,

"YAY IM GOING TP!"

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Portuguese kisses to everyone,
Lan