Tell us a story, I know you're not boring

Yeah I GOT IT!

*swings head lion-king style*

save that for later, so yeah today is a frustating yet good day.. starts off wiv like bout 9 plus in da mornin, i followed mom n sis to tamps, cus i wanna go starhub center and get a new phone, but i need my mother to come along, since i wanna terminate da prev contract which is under her name..

so yeah anyway, i took up a new 2 yrplan contract to go along wiv tat phone i bought, but this time i place it right under my name.. 18 mah! haha.. so ya da salesman was like talkin and testin da phone, irritating lah i so want to play wiv it, like cannot tahan animore.. wen he talkin i already daydreamin bout me usin tat phone.. HAH talk about impatience..

afta tat went to terminate my 9858 line, cus finish plan oredi, no need penalty fee woohoo..

wen i gt hom, naz came over.. bla bla bla den we go take cab to orchard, too meet da buyer for my prev phone.. reached liao he smsed us say meet at somerset mrt, sheesh wtf. den there already, im like quite worried ah cus bfore tat he gt smsed like "where r u? don play me out ok..". kinda sounds angry.. ala easy say i scared lah, haha.

den we met him, da face no expression.. im like "eh hi, sorry ah late" but he nv reply, just straight away take da phone and examine.. walao in my mind i tot wah sure he damn pissed.. but nt so la, den he saw sumtink wrong wiv my mem card holder.. den say like impt lah wad lah ltr no one else buy lah.. like hello jus place da hp battery and it will stay down.. but he still insists on the "importance" of tat mem card holder..

den he wanted me to sell to him for 150 bucks.. FROM 170 bucks to 150.. wah sibei jialat.. alah since alrleady there, i consult naz and end up makin up a decision to jus give it to him.. den i wanted to gave him charger den he's like "erm nvm ah, i got a better one at home"

I'm like..

"knnccbbljnnb" --> (Massive use of chinese vulgarities, see if u can fig it out!) haha

ok done wiv da job den went back simei via mrt, we ate at kfc, MELTZ BEBEH.. den go hom awhile play game got changed, den went for football wiv frens.. but i went awhile oni den came back home, cus got chelsea match lah on tv.. LIVE ok..

meh its really a nail biting match, but chelsea draw.. HALAMAK den Man U win.. HALAMAKAU.. ok la don mind man u winning, BUT I MIND THOSE EFFIN PPL WHO KEEP BRAGGIN BOUT MAN U AND INSULTIN OTHER TEAMS.. can say Man U fans are the ones who made me dislike man u abit, i was a man u fan last time.. BUT bcus of u fans, haiyah canot make it lah.. lol

anw bout da phone, yes i love it.. in fact very much.. sooo simple, but da techs all so complicated, i need to take a 2 year course on it..

True Style Never Shouts,
Nokilan

The phone im gonna get soon. The new 6300, true style never shouts bebeh!

Why: It's simple, just the way I love it, a perfect companion for my iPod. And on top of all that, it's features are just too mouth-watering.

HURRAY

MODs hair I'm going for, the guy at the top right not facing camera.

Slightly wavy hair, with a little curls behind, just like mine. this could happen.

Familiar? yea my hair sort of like dis last time, but i don reli fancy it.

Behind possible, but other den tat, nah.

Random pic

I could be hurtful, I could be purple, I could be anything you like.

sheesh i keep hearing Mika songs these days..

even with his uber irritating voice, haha

so yah not much goin on recently, yeah as u can c my life is super boring recently.. go sch, finish sch go tampines lepak wiv frens, den go hom play game.. always like tat.. almost everyday, heh.. anyway, term 2 of sch has been pretty gd i guess.. not much of lessons but hell just come la tok2 wiv cher n play computer games..

so ya now, about HAIR! yah im quite vain if u notice.. always bout HAIR, even pubic HAIR.. haha kiddin.. so ah yah i hv been surfin net on which hairstyle suits me all, im actually goin for MODs but hell i just need alternatives in case da first one doesnt work out.. pictures after this post.

and once again, i hate my hair now.

these days hv been boring ah, anyone wanna go out?

oh and i put more music/live videos into my iPod, Strokes and Killers.

Been almost 2 weeks now,
Alan Sibei-Sian

Some people think they're always right, others are quiet and uptight

YAY i went for a haircut again..

this time i cut BOTAK! Yes botak! haha

nah seriously i went to da saloon near my house der to so call "edit" my hair a little. the back's a little uneven, so i even-ed it and cut it a lil short.. all of this is to ensure tat wen my hair grows back long, it'll be just like hw i wan it to be.. and i even showed the Julian of The Strokes' picture to the hairstylist on hw i wan it to be wen it grows long..

Lan: I want da side n back sumtink like dis. *Shows Julian's pic on my hp*

HairStylist: Oh very nice. Is that you?

Lan: *Insert shocked expression here*

HairStylist: Oh your fren ah?

Lan: ahh...yah..


then bla bla kena cut bla bla short bla bla haha bla bla tats y.

OKAY NOW, i will swear an oath tat im gonna keep my hair for at least 3 months from now, if i have a choice. which means i wont go for a haircut bcus i feel like it or wad, unless teacher force me or wad..

Oath: Keep hair for at least 3 months
Expiry date: 21-7-2007

If by da time im happy wiv hw my hair has been growin, i will extend it to like 6 months plan, or maybe even 1 year plan. Free subscription fee.

i noe my hair a lil wavy but still, I WAN JULIAN'S HAIR!

I Will Hold My Oath Fulfilled,
Alagorn

He seems impressed, by the way you came in..

Hey!

argh man I injured my thumb joint, had Sports and Wellness, that's Physical Education to you Primary and Sec sch students, and i was playing badmintons.. well being da active player I am, i fell and tried to break my fall wiv my left hand, and somehow twisted my thumb as it touched the crown, theres a pretty loud "thud" sound wen it happens and i felt a mild electric shock going through my whole arm. yeah kinda freaky. so i ran out of the hall and wait till its better but still, it hurts everytime i try to move it, even now..

so yea aniwae i hv set eyes on the new Nokia 6300, da one come out advertisement.. TRUE STYLE NEVER SHOUTS BEBEH! yeah its damn simple, thats y i effin love it.. look so cheapskate but hell yeah man i loved it lookin so cheapskate-ish.. I WANT IT SO MUCH but im gonna wait till da price drops.. i don wanna regret like hw my fren did last time on another phone

When it first came out: $150 with 2-yr plan
Within a year: $0 with 2-yr plan

now enough about handphone, allow me to brag about my hair...

ARGH I WAN MY HAIR BACK.. meh seriously even my mood was affected.. and i have been destroyin ozone layer recently, keep using hair sprays to style my hair.. just like old times durin sec sch days.. heh...

BUT I WAN MY LONG HAIR BACKKK!! ARGHHHH *bangs head on wall, breaks into neighbour bedroom and continue banging head on her room wall*

so yeah today's mashita bdae, hah happy bdae to her, too bad i no gift.. owell.. aniwae just did my cls assignment just now, quite hard ah..

so yeah tats all.. but still...

I SERIOUSLY EFFINGLY WALAOWEH-LY REGRET CUTTING MY HAIR LEHH!

I WAN MY HAIR BACK BACK BACK BACK..

haiz keep long2 den i go hair cut.. bodoh seh lan, serious ah ko pe bodo gi gunting... like what the F man..

ANOTHER 3 MONTHS AGAIN FOR TAT HAIR..

haish.


With my effing short hair,
Lan the Depressed

Short Post Ahead

Hey,

So today I went for a haircut, first time cut at saloon.

Here,



Seriously, I miss my old hair, but i hv to make sure my long hair grows properly this time.


And I'm not really good at styling hair,
Lan

I thought I told you, "This world is not for you."

*checks tagboard*

HAH very soon indeed.. kk to those waiting, sorry LAH.. i just don feel like bloggin nowadaes, wan to noe y? HOLIDAYS.. if i were to post everyday, I'll just copy and paste cus everydays da same to me..kk now lets get on da hot news..

Class Chalet

kk first thing first, its great and somehow torturin to me, i'll tell u more later on..

aniwae met leon before hand at pasir ris mrt, with my big bagpack and a shoppin bag i brought to keep my ps2 in.. smangat seh bring multitap and 3 controllers, while leon bring another 1. so uh he abit late ah, den we go take taxi to check in at tat aloha resort der..my first time havin chalet there, most of da time i went tat ntuc or da other one in downtown east, fgt da name lah.

so over there we met fad, his bro, mashita.. den otw to our chalet we met yat and huda.. oya did i mention, bfore i came to da chalet i didnt get to slp..

sidestory: it was 10th april, 7am and i still havent get any sleep. I lay down at 3 but till 7, i just cant get to slp.. its only 7.30am i start feelin sleepy and guess what.. construction starts makin noise at 8am. so, i just cant slp.

*end of sidestory*

so da first tink i did was goin in da room and lie on da bed, desperate to get some slp.. but like wtf i just don feel sleepy anymore.. went out to da hall and unpack my ps2 for them.. we played marvel ultimate alliance.. 4 players woohoo.. play play play den huda send us an invitation to get our asses in the swimmin pool.. damn funny loh, mati2 tarik kite masok pool.

so they all jump in da pool, while i sit on da side and slowly glide into the pool.. haha.. swim here swim there, take pics in da air, water splashing everywhere..den go bck chalet and had shower.. alah story too long lah lets just highlight da highlights.

first day okok lah, some like suprised to see me smoking ciggie, don worry im officially an S.O.S, Special Occasions Smoker.. haha so 1st day nothin much la, no bbq all.. watch tv, play ps2, talk crap.. suprise to see some others oso thon.. oya i wan to let sumtink off my chest.

When i first came, i and leon already chose that room to sleep in.. but after the others come, rahman and fang liang no space to slp so dey come our room, but they ask permission so i let. mind u ders only 2 beds.. den kar heng come, im still ok wiv it..

but wtf, kenneth who had a room upstairs just went to my room as if nothing happen and sleep.. because of this I and leon, who actually book that room first, CANT U JUST SEE OUR BAGPACKS THERE, got no place to slp.. its a good thing i told AMC to heck care bout tat matter, they were damn enthusiastic in gettin u in trouble and then out of tat room.

I dont mind myself, but i saw leon sleepin in the hall at the end, on the floor, with a freaking hard chair's cushion as support.. and u can just slp soundly, seriously man stop givin me dis bullshit, i hate to see my frens suffer in injustice.

aniwae, i went to yat's room.. fad, his bro and mi went cycling, ya at like 4am plus. i and yat alone tat time, asked leon to join us but he dowan.. so just tok crap la, noisy sia laugh here laugh there.. in e end he went asleep, but i didnt... i still wonder y i don feel sleepy. i didnt fell asleep even after the others return from cycling, and they tot i asleep.. but im listenin to wad they tokin bout secretly.. haha, den wen they went out, i off da air con and fan, cus they turn until so cold hw to slp.. but stilli cant get to slp even after they return from bathin in da swimmin pool..

da only time i got to slp after dey went out again for cycling i guess.. and i woke up ard 3pm..

so 2nd day, da girls been pretty busy, preparing things for bbq.. and im damn shocked they actually ordered seoulgarden food to bbq.. wow man so high class, and effin nice too.. i ate da beef and mutton satay alot.. i don reli chickens thou, wad a waster since they bbq so many chickies..

den mr wong came, with mark lee and his husband.. no not tat actor mark lee, this is my cher marklee.. and a few pester mr wong to buy beer, or liquor, heck i donno wads tat but i noe ders alcohol.. sheesh, feel so unsafe wiv drunk ppls runnin ard. aniwae we play dis lucky draw thing, and i got like something to put stuffs in it.. THANK YOU MASHITA!

so tat nite we swim ard in da pool.. i got out at 12 plus, but da others at like 2 plus.. like omg. so me, fad, yat, huda, mashita and jalyne.

AMC feat. Jalyne of MRC

so we all thon outside, at da bench.. played cards n all, and i tried da cigar.. but funny la tat cigar broke into two..HAHA.. i was openin da cover but my nail poke at da center of da cigar, so gt like wound there, no choice but to split into two.. wiv da other need tissue to cover da mouthpiece.. aniwae da taste abit too bitter.. yucks.

so yea den huda n mashita slp, and we all sing song here n der.. owell, sing3 until morning..

and i had my morning exercise, not bcus im hardworkin or wad, but yat chase me ard wiv cockroach on a stick.. u noe ur fishball on stick? now imagine it wiv a cockroach.. run here n der till i gt blisters..

so to cut it short, we pack up, take pics n all, den bout 11 we left.. i reached home liao finally get a gd slp..

End of Class Chalet

tats prolly da highlight for da holiday.. aniwae todae went to watch mr bean holiday movie wiv ayam.. hmm ok la quite nice, but not too lame for my taste.. heh..

oh and i just finish watchin football match.

Full time: Blackburn 1-2 Chelsea (effin long match)


You Tortured Me With Popcorns,
Lan

And tomorrow I'm gonna be Arnold Swarczhenegger wannabe

I'VE BOUGHT CIGAR!

haha yea, been telling myself one day i wanna try tat so ya, dream comin true.. so umm dis cigar i've bought, strawberry flavour.. cheap2 one lah, $7 for one... so yeah its nt tat thick one u saw arnold smokin, dis one looks like pencil, or eyeliner.. heh..

aniwae those who though im a smoker.. well i only smoke on special occasions, so its reli up to u to call me smoker or not.. n special occasions happened very seldom, like my class chalet tmr for an example.. so ya on a side note..

I BOUGHT MY FIRST CIG PACK ytd, infront of mom summore.. bought Malboro menthol since my smoker frens has been tellin me dis one nice.. im a lil suprise to see it that ex, 11plus. man i i still rmb as a kid, dis pack cost only like 8 bucks.. wow price sure increased alot man.. but nvm la since its only for da chalet..

okay enough about smokin, so ytd naz came my hse again overnite.. played winning eleven as usual..den go out go 7-11. tats wer i bought my cigar.. got 5 diff flavours, Parcella (sp?), Chocolate, Mango, Strawberry, Berry.. all i noe except this parcella.

den umm.. todae morning he went home and i go dentist, to get my braces tighten again to cover da gap after my tooths got xtracted..den afta tat i went home to slp.. quite hard la cus got construction just infront of my window.. can u imagine how noisy it is?

so yeah cls chalet tmr, i still wonder hw will my frens react wen i smoke cigar infront of em..

"Siol ah Lan, ko isap cigar!?"

And my heart, beats in it's cage..

Been almost a week eh?

YAH i know im super lazy, but cmon man, it's sch holidays, theres like nothin interestin to talk bout.. every day seems so typical to me...anyway heard the recent news?

Two students from East View Secondary went missing in Pasir Ris Beach on Thursday Evening.

They were celebrating their frens bdae.. meh dis sucks ass, imagine in future wen dis fren of them celebrates his/her bdae, instead of gd memories he'll always reminded bout the death of his frens on his bdae.. and dying by drowning is sooo torturing.. can u imagine u try so hard to breathe but u cant?

i donno these 2 guys but i gv them my condoslenceses (sp?).

now other stuffs.. hmm.. okay i must say this school holidays is DAMN BORING.. seriously.. my frens will either be working, taking practical for the bike license, even if they're free, they ALWAYS go footballing.. meh, i can hardly find someone to go town with.. tat is why its boring.. and these days i hv been staying at home like so much, playing games watchin tv or tickle my cat..

so ya, and my class chalet coming up nx wk, on tues.. at least theres sumtink to do there..

or so i hope..

Even my dreams were boring,
Lan

I don't fucking get it..

say what you wan, laugh at me all u want, i care not for your unthoughtful opinions to what i have to say now.. im just fuckin annoyed, seriously.. i cant even believe my family would do this to me, after all this time... keepin it away from me till now.. ITS TOO LATE FATHER, MOTHER FOR ALL U CARE.

no wonder i kept having those dreams, kept feel something was missing.. i refuse to believe what i feel, and continue in life as if nothing ever happened.. he existed, but only now i realised..

i had a brother.

last night i woke up from my dream with him, no its not a dream.. its a hint that i should have believe last time when i started dreaming of him.. AND IM SO STUPID NOT TO BELIEVE THAT IS REAL.. seriously, this is fucking horrible feeling i have now..

i went to mom and explained regarding dreams i had, as i had always do since past.. but all she say is "its jus a dream" "don give a heck bout it" "u hv no brother".. until today i saw her frown when i mentioned my dream.. until today i knew something was amiss, and i had to shout to the top of my lungs till she let me know the truth..

THE DAMN TRUTH I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THE PAST YEARS I HV BEEN LIVING.

even my father couldnt stop me from going rampage.. i hv always been quiet in front of him, but now its just a different thing.. what im totally angry about is they are clueless to e whereabouts of my brother, even the name.. all i know is he's younger, and all you freaking know tat i've always wanted a younger brother.. now i know that want doesnt come from thin air, but that want has been hinting on me..

i want to find him, i want to get to know my flesh blood i've never seen.. i wanted to befriend him, get him back to the family..

I want my brother back...

this is weird but I miss him. sure i dont remember spending time with him but I just, miss him..

i cant put my expression into words now... think of yourself in my position, what would u feel.. if i have been rather quiet lately, u know why..

I...just want to find my brother.

i have to hide my further message, so to precaution you if you're disgusted at massive use of vulgarities.. i know i don hv under 10-year old visitors in my blog, but still.. if u still wan to read then just highlight the message below this paragraph.. i dont fuckin care what people have to say, what my family have to say, and what people say bout my family.. I will just speak my honest mind..


HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAMMIT! HAHAHAHA DID I GOT YOU? in case u still wondering, yes u've been april fooled, everything above is just another make up story... HAHA!