Life can get me too confused at times
That purest of will to help another
Trying hard to ease their minds
Only to be misunderstood by others

How I wanted not to care
How I wanted to just being selfish
To gray myself out from their problems
But as much as I wanted, I just can't give it a miss

Complicated, really
I'm only helping to throw in more burdens
Instead of making one feel better
I ended up pushing them closer to the fire
Unknowingly getting them burnt


Gah.
I hate it when these thoughts come to me.

Calm at one moment,
Strikes of negativity at another

I feel so pathetic.


What a way to spend my off days,
With insomnia accompanying me every night.

Sagittarius

If you are sick and tired of being sick and tired, laughter is the best medicine!

- Taken from friendster's horoscope thingy. -.-

Yeah, I missed laughing at every single shits.
Oh well,

Tickle me.

Anyone?

Please?

Not to the extent of getting me melatah-ing.

Ah wtf.