Selamat Hari Raya, and all honesty to whoever that matters

A post dedicated to,

iRandom
Miss Vietnamese
Mocing
Mel Fraps
Muslims


:)



You.

Who would have thought,
The vast changes that happened all within 3 months
Back when I kept finding myself talking alone during that sheesha session
To a day I found my doings was what I hate the most

I remember,
When cheating my own self was made easy
So to keep you happy,
So to never cast a doubt on fate that let us meet
So to in turn,
Makes me happy

There are times when you disappoint me,
But I filled those times with make-believes that I was fine
And before I knew it,
I've already had that soft spot for you

That day when I had a bad fever,
Everyone who knows me would have expected that I would not even cross my doorstep,
To stay home all day,
On the computer or my mattress I lay
But I popped in panadols after panadols,
So to not let you down,
So to see you smiling another day,
As I pulled myself up and make my way to your sight

Remember the day when I shed tears for the dark ocean to see?
Oh do you know,
That were the remains of them all,
Before you voiced it out, all along I was in that state
Just out of your sight,
Cause' I was preparing myself to see it through,
And broke down whenever I sensed truth

Onwards to the crashing tides in our story,
When I gave it all just for your hatred towards me
I was going against my own will
I was confused,
I cared so much on how people I knew thinks of me
But yet I did things out of my mind

The moving on was not the hardest part,
This is.

Now,
I've found whom I sorely miss,
Myself.

With the tragic lies I've put upon us
I seek your forgiveness
No,
I beg for your forgiveness.
You may feel that apologizing is like a routine for me even when I meant it,
I only have myself to blame if you won't accept it
I know,
I am guilty of the harms I've placed upon your life

I'm sorry.

All I want now is to live my life,
Without anyone I know falling behind,
I've came to notice on your struggles lately,
And I want you to know,
I'm still here,
All ears,
Cause' I don't mind,

If you don't mind.

:)



iRandom and co.

It has been a long time,
Since we make trips to town,
From shopping to sheeshas,
Oh how memorable those times have been

Fareha,
There was a time I came by your friendster and viewed the photos,
I smiled to myself,
Touched.

Tsk,
You just had to do this don't you.




One day,
I'll see to it,
That we will relive these moments once again,
With that german guy at the front,
In his school boy's hair

With Naz doing his secretive talks to me and making you girls full of questions
With Fareha's naivety to keep us humored
With Fiza's blur-cock face to filled the atmosphere with giggles
With me going "ALALALALA" and let you people's eyes wander in curiosity

You guys are the reason,
Why my days doesn't blues anymore.

I love you people.
Muackz
Kish kish
Huggies
AHHHHLALALALALA

-.-


Mel Fraps


It's been almost a year on us getting together,
Oh how time flies.
Back when I was some nerd going all english at the memo,



Struggling with "Whistle for the Choir" on the higher notes,
Recording my own voice in my handphone and send it over MSN,
To get tips on what to improve and everything.

Till the day came,
And we had our very first gig,
My very first gig.



Who would have thought we had so much ideas being together,
With originals after originals that we get messed up on which to finish first.

Heh.

When I'm done with my BMT,
I will be more than willing to make my return,
And continue where we left.

Because I believe,
We really have that potential.


My best MSN buddy


It all started off with someone I'm close with,
To someone whom similarities to me freaks me out.
Well perhaps similarities to my cat too.

Faf,
You never failed to make my day,
Via MSN.



You'll always be my feline sidekick,
Second to Yaya of course.

When I had my problems,
You were there trying to help me out,
With crap talks that sometimes doesn't even relate to what I told you,
But in all honesty,
I really appreciate it,
So very much.

How sometimes we faces the same nature of problems,
And how sometimes you suprised me knowing you handle them the way I will,
Guess I didn't call you my clone for nothing.

But nothing beats the fact,
That I'm still fairer than you.






Ahh.

Now that's a freaking long one.
I still haven't get any sleep.
And it's already Hari Raya.

Bloody hell.

I got my wish came true last minute,
Walking around Geylang's Bazaar.

Sheesh.

I'm damn tired as well.

And mind you,
I had to book in tonight,
Have my law test the next morning.

That is why for this year,
I don't feel so Hari Raya-ish.

But whatever.


So to all Muslims here,

Selamat Hari Raya,
Maaf Zahir dan Batin.


*Somersaults to bed for my much needed sleep*,
Lan