Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed

I'm not the kind who loves going back on my words,
So my apologies for this rather later entry than I've stated previously.

About my posting,
I'm lucky,
In fact too lucky to have been posted to the Airport Police.

I can't believe how my luck has been going so well these days.

Reasons,

- The fittest and the better overall conducts of my squad,
Somehow got their choices changed and got posted to sentry duties instead.

- Some whom I classed as S.O.C material, got themselves into PIC,
Job of escorting prisoners.


So what I'm trying to say now is that,
I don't see why I deserve such better posting when compared to my squad as a whole.
Since to me,
I'm reasonably the weaker one with a worse conduct compared to them.

Perhaps it's the way of my life being fair to me,
How it was hell for me the minute I walked into HTA,
Personal problems breaking me down so bad that I never dared to post anything about it here.

Now I'm just relieved,
On how the tides have changed.

Oh well,
Seems like I still have some airport course shit to go for.

What a bugger.
-.-

Saying that,
I'm gonna miss my squad a lot.

But if I were to be completely honest,
I'm just you know,
Gonna miss my bunkmates a lot.

They were the ones who saw what I am since the first day,
And how I slowly recovered and came out of my shell day after day.

I sure got a lot of referral names given by them.
Old folk was one of them,
Not suprisingly though,
Since it was the great Ah Pui who came up with that.

I was just lying down on my bed innocent when he goes all,

"Eh azlan you look like those old people from old folks home sia."

Youngest in the bunk,
Others referring to me as some elderly.

Sigh.
What the world has come to.

I remembered how we parted last night,
Our last words,
So emotions-filled.

How I signaled to him to come nearer towards me as I whispered,
Like a girl wanting more,

"Ah. Pui."

How the walking fridge turned and smile,
btw he luks lyk sum ghey wen he smyled lololol.

"Old. Folk."

That was our goodbye.

While the others it was the ordinary typical "take care seeya" kind of shits.

Well JS,
Even if you were to go all Lan or maybe skinnier than me,

I'll never stop calling you Ah Pui.
So you can go all bulimic and stuff,

You're forever a fucker known to me as Ah Pui.

Heh.

After tonight's entry,
I hope I can be the way I was,
How I missed talking about the randomest of things,

But.

No longer as one German wannabe.

Aww fuck,
Guess I have to get used with all these Portuguese shit in me.

Anyway I have plans on some song-writing now,
So see you guys some day later.

Hopefully with chat logs.

Tee-hee.

More and more for Mel Fraps,
Lan