Crashing cars, in his brain.

First things first,

Ultimate Randomness Act.


A conversation gone wrong




When I was young and chubby -.-





For once, faf actually loves my eyes





Cass bertaik mata




Bran terror-mode




Yaya shoving her nose to the cam





The worst start of the month in my life?

So it happened.

Problems sure didn't waste anytime,
Bombarding me everywhere day after day,
For the first few weeks of September.

In a strange way it doesn't even feel like weeks,
Perhaps more.

Sigh.

Fighting for Cass n Bran for their worth to be kept at home,
Leads to work where my insomnia and fatigue took its heavy toll on me and force mistakes out of me,
Results in me getting blacklisted between colleagues and my superiors.

And me catching an on-and-off fever ever since the start of these problems.

If that and my own personal problems wasn't bad enough,

My beloved grandpa passed away just last two days ago.

After he semi-recovered from coma like 2-3 months ago,
I didn't make time to visit him since.

He called for me when my family visited him but I wasn't around.,
I had free time accompanying me yet I failed to make good use of them.

Until it's too late.

Maybe,
As a way to pay back,
I was granted an opportunity by my uncle to give my late grandpa his last bath,
For the first time ever in my life.

My closest cousins were there to help out too.

That was an experience not to be forgotten,
I even had my fever shot up to a good 39.8 degrees.

Lucky me I had my two days leave to cover for all that.


Anyway,
I hope you're doing good gramps.

On a lighter note,
You passed on in a good month.

God bless you, Gramps.



That's about it for some fucking-emo talk.





Now now,
I'm still dying to actually break fast with important people in my life,

Heck,
Until now I haven't even got any chance to actually break fast with my family.

Anyway,
Do ring me up if you feel like breaking fast with me,
I'm still looking for people to do it with before Raya which is coming too early.

Now now,
Before I go off.




And this,
Reminds me alot of you faf.

Heh.




I'm smelling payday,
Lan