The sun is gone, Before it shines

Weather's been a bitch.

To rain so often during my bookout days,
Disabling me in going out to have fun,
Suddenly stopped as I went back in camp,
And let the physical instructors torture us time and time again under the hot sun.

Man, tell me how sucky that is.

Well nevermind that, not as if I had much plans to go for this weekends.

So yeah the highlights.


After failing my first IPPT due to 2.4km run. (I'm guessing I came at 13min plus since I happened to blacked out after completing my run and got to know I've failed)

After not taking my second due to that chest infection I was having for quite a long time.

I've passed my third and final IPPT.

I took my uncle's advice to keep in pace with the ones who passed 2.4km before.
So I marked one.
And left him behind in the 4/6 lap.
All the way and I got myself a satisfying 11.31.

*claps to myself*

But I'll never understood one thing that happened when I was on my finishing sprint.

Our F.I who supposingly doing the run with us to so-called motivate us,
The minute he saw me coming from behind, he turned to me and smile.
One fucking cheeky smile with teeth out a.k.a frez style

Disregarding the imaginations in my mind of him humping me from behind in my barracks' shower cubicle,
I just smiled and sprinted off away from him as hard as I could.

And wah-lah, I've suprised myself and them,
The same guy who have the most days of MC in the squad,
Looking like a pathetic weakling
Managed to get his job done.

So yeah with my IPPT done,
One lesser problem off the hook.

Well generally camp life has been getting better day by day.
While my fellow bunkmates discussed about sex and porns,
I played my part doing my trademark turbo-speed jap moans.

Soon my real self will spread to the whole squad,
And I'll return the favour of making them irritated instead.
Heh.

I just need to complete my gallery of them sleeping,
And get pictures-heavy here.
Hoping they still don't know that I bloody blog.

About them especially.

Heck I'm just too listless right now.
Nescafe suprisingly failed on me this time.

Oh and by the way,
Happy 5th to you both.
Hopefully you guys get your conflicts sorted out real soon.


At least I did shared some camp life finally,

So till next time.

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In all that have happened,
With the fucked up season you've been putting me through,
Since day one, killing me time and time again
Remembering all the pain you gave to me

The positives in that has been coming to me now,
Knowing there's a brightside to everything,
The start of it might have put me through the worst phase of my life,
But in the end, it was just another test

So I thank you now,
For giving me opportunities to strengthen myself further
With the good memories to remind myself on how we were such a good thing
After all these years, my childhood dream was fulfilled spontaneously
With the pain, valuable lessons I have learnt
Oh how much it really gets me knowing I have become someone better

For whatever happened recently,
Believe me that I really felt regretful
Apologies I've given,
It's just up to you to what actions you wanna take

When the time comes and we went our own way
Remember me,
Cause' you'll forever have a big room in my memories

Hope you'll be happy the way you are now,
Take care hun.
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(5:36 PM) fluff: Brandonfl:	the hub is gone, before it hubs

That doesn't make a hubbing sense faf.
Ahaha.


I love hubbing, do you?
Lan


Update 1.1,

Just when everything starts to get better,
Just when I can finally get on good terms with my officer.
Shit had to happen.

My gate pass got destroyed in the washing machine due to my ignorance that it was in my police pants.

I just hope I can answer to this.

Ugh I hate feeling like fuck.