Sunday, September 09, 2007

Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin, I made the right moves but I'm lost within. (LP)

*coughs*

Right after sucha lo..*coughs* ..ng time, cheers to every..*coughs* .one for my next, PROPAHHHH ENTERRYYYYYY *COUGHS COUGHS*

*Blows off all the dust away*

Right guys, ya'all ready yaw?

MAKE SOME NOIISEEEE!!!!


yea thats jus what i needed.

Things, little things, big things, happened so much during my "vacation" from bloggin.. be it heart matters, school matters, friends matters, family matters..Hell I was kept alive so much that I almost took da life away from my blog.. which is why what you see day after day is just another blank entry. *points at u laughin, for being actively visitin my blog and findin nothing*

I've been going great, but yet I've been going through the worst days.. Alot of confusion takes place recently. I can't tell what I used to know and what I used to feel. I can't tell why this is happenin and what is even happening. I get emotional someday, but yet I pretend, and thank god my fringe still curls up before reachin my eyes, they play a major part in protectin myself from that effing word: Emo.

Sometimes I wish I never knew you, sometimes I wish I never talked to you, and all the time I wish I know better than to let my feelings slide by and fall for someone I don't deserved to fall for. MSN nick says it all, lyrics from songs I hear suddenly all made sense, bout how difficult life can be. But similarity doesn't equals.

"It's My Life" - Bon Jovi

Teachers day was the greatest one I ever celebrated, performin for the teachers was a pleasant experience. It feels good when your heart reminds you that you're playing to enjoy, yet for the teachers to be enjoyed too. But performing the final was the most minor part.

The practices, I treasure them alot.

I will always remember those days where me and my mates get to know the year 1s whom joined those practices. Ahmad, Zee, Hidayah, Mas, Trevor, Tracy, Taufiq and of course the man who made it possible, Aaron. (BRACES ROX DUDE!)

I never expressed on how much I love them, how much I love playing by their side, and how great I felt getting knowing them. Those were the days that shall take place in da best days of my life. Stompage, yea?


Other than that, I had recently joined the Chelsea Football Club of Singapore a.k.a CFCSG. It's great to be in the crowd of other chelsea fans in that forum. And I even joined their football team, although I only played one of the trainin sessions, I must say I really enjoyed playing with them.

Another Chelsea-ism talk, I love how they play football this season, but I'm still waiting for my big bro Ballack to make his appearance..

FASTER LA RECOVER


Anyway I've made an airport pass in order to start working, kudos to Nadhirah for accompanying me and leading me to that pass-making location. And apologies for making u follow me go there and here and there and there again just for one stupid pass. But hey at least we exercised! :)

But yesterday, which supposed to be my course-day for my work, turned out in a complete disgusting bad luck-ism. Woke up at 7am, take mrt go Changi Airport Mac to meet the group for da course. Before I continue, please keep in my mind that da manager told my friend to tell me that da course starts at 9am.

So I reached there about 9am, no one there, called da manager, asked wheres everyone, he said I'm late.

Now put back that 9am course start thingy to da front of ur mind.

"How come you're so late? The course starts at 8.30AM. Group is full oredi, come back next month."

den da phone go toot toot.

den azlan goes "WHAT THE TOOT DAMN MOTHERTOOTING TOOT TOOT SON OF A TOOT BLADI TOOT TOOOOOOOOOOOOT"

took a cab home in a complete disgusted look, a look few has seen. And a look you know better than to tickle me..

or expect ur face being hit by my bones.


but things seems to get better then. I met Aaron, Yah and Dil at Jurong East INT since we all wanted to go watch STOMP together. MRT is really frustating, all the way from Simei to Jurong East and me standing all the way? No one to talk to? Thank god my iPod dear have me as her listening ear, at least theres some "Stories" to keep me awake.

So I reached there first.

hey wait, think bout it. I lived the furthest, I reached first? The one who lives the nearest, reached the latest? 3.30 huh? and HE REACHED AT 4.50?

The world really turned upside down on this one.

so yeah I ate two paus, not the whale, two Mutton Paus, not mutton whale, two Mutton and two..err.. white buns with green dot on top? That was my first "meal" of da day, 4pm plus huh, seems like I'm ready for da fasting month.

so uh we went to West Coast park to watch stomp, beautiful weathers, lots of kites flying around, the performance weren't that nice. I could have swore I spent more time admiring kites then the performance.

If only I was a kite...

So after that "Satisfactory" performance, aaron went home so left me yah n dil, board trains and proceed to far east plaza, long john to hv our dinner. I ate combo 1 with a effin cappucino bebeh. But from a caffeine-itic point of view, it gets 3 out of 10 stars. At least it did made me hyper.

Met Mi and his friend later on, talk2 bla2 laugh2 fool outta self and bla2. Me, Mi and Yah went down from bedok mrt, sent her home =D, followed by ridiculous waitin of Bus 9 at the stop, I think I spent almost 30 mins waitin for that freakin bus.

Got home, eat mcnuggets, friend came to thon at my house, he's watchin one of my vcds outside as I sat here bloggin..

He's watchin ghost movie, that's why I'm so motivated to blog rather than joining him.

HAHA


My, that's really a long post.


P/S: I'm doing what I can to help, we are classmates, what more is that we are friends, and I treasure you all. I hope all the conflicts between my group of friends get resolved soon. Monday is the dateline, lets get em recorded and pass it up, get some points for each one of us. I put much time in the scripting, don't think of it as if I was doing for the fun of it.

So please, for my sake, for your sake, for everyone sake. Let's do it.


And Now Curiousity Kills Me,
Lan

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